This journal is going on an indefinite and perhaps flexible hiatus. At this point I’m not sure how gung ho I am with the whole RP-scene right now. I don’t possess the same amount of enthusiasm that I had before. I used to look forward to prompts and writing but lately I’ve been uncomfortable with my writing abilities and have felt miserable that I have not been able to create the rich images crafted with such care that a character deserves. In the most literal sense I have accomplished nothing. No personal rewards have been reaped as of late therefore I feel I need to reassess my position on this journal entirely. However, I don’t give up that easily.

This doesn’t mean I love Sayid any less. It has nothing to do with the current standing of LOST nor the direction his character has taken (in fact I like the general direction it has taken and stand by my character wholeheartedly). I am currently working on a prompt to keep his standing in [Unknown LJ tag]. I can only hope that fares well knowing I’ve acknowledged this confliction for myself.

Happy LOSTing, everyone, and enjoy.

--Rachel